I'm fed up...
I'm not sure if I'm going through withdrawal, I'm not sure if I'm just sad, I'm not even sure if there's anything wrong with me; but what I do know is something feels off.
Last night was my best friend's birthday. A group of us went to get the best Fried Chicken in the World then went to a bar in the LES and to be honest up until the bar I was having a lot of fun, but something was still off. Admittedly, I was driving and didn't drink so some people were being belligerent drunks so that didn't add to my enjoyment, but I'm tired of being complacent. So let me start here with this simple question: What benefit do you gain from me drinking?
If you don't know already, I cannot hold alcohol for s**t. Yes I get drunk quickly but when I finally get over it, I GET SICK. And when I get sick... I don't want to party anymore, I want to go home and sleep. You may need to drink to have a good time and let loose, but I don't need to drink to let loose. Just LEAVE ME ALONE, if you want to have fun with me, just don't tell me what to do.
I'm sorry I'm using this as a forum because there are a lot of people who I need to express this to in person and normally I don't direct these posts to the people I know. But I'm just so tired of people telling me how to act. It pisses me off more than anything.
otherwise, go about your business: word
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