It's tough realizing your life is out of balance. It's similar to anyone with a chronic problem; the first step is realizing you have a problem. The last week and a half has been rather tumultuous; issues with my health, dealing with a long distance relationship, beef with friends and family. And funny enough, from all this tumult, I discovered I needed... No I want to be better.
Better in what sense you may ask? I believe anyone who is content with themselves automatically has a problem. We were taught that everyone is special and everyone is perfectly fine how they are currently. Well I'm here to say that's a load of c**p.
Think of your best friends... The gross majority of them will have something you wish you could change. Not necessarily something that is a personal viewpoint but something that you know would benefit future interaction between your friend and people they haven't yet met. For example I can say one of my friend needs to be a little more responsable about cleanliness and another needs to shorten his time spent preparing to get ready, you know who you are...
But sorry, I digress. The biggest issue which I needed resolved was that my life was out of balance. How? Through a series of events which resulted from me not doing what I do best: speaking my mind in a crude, sometimes mean, but honest fashion. I've grown up a bit from the terror that spawned a facebook group entitled "JP calm the f**k down" but I cannot let my thoughts be ignored for the sake of avoiding conflict, it's neither healthy nor right.
Life is getting better and my general mood has improved as has my health over the last two weeks. This weekend is a big competition weekend so lots of pictures and hopefully videos to follow. Word
- JP aka StereoTyKe aka J-Pill
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